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How I turned lead into gold.
This blog is a personal account of my journey into motherhood. It about my daughters Bella's life and how I handled her death. As well as my personal healing from grief and my journey forward into my next pregnancy.

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Bella's Journal June, July and August

Here are some great entries to continue our story. I decided to edit some of these since grammar and spelling are not a quality we will pass on to our kids. I picked just a few to share. Enjoy!


June 30, 2013

Hey little buddy!

Today is one of the hottest days ever! Mama is hot! You are 7 weeks old and 3 days. You are the size of a blueberry! You are growing so fast! You are also growing hands and feet. Your pancreas and kidneys are developing and your brain. We are so excited to meet you. We are going to hear your heartbeat soon! We are getting things ready for you. Tons of cloth diapers, a brand new organic mattress, bottles, and lots of books to read. We are reading about attachment parenting where we wear you in a sling and sleep with you. It's supposed to make you smarter more confident, trusting, empathetic, and strong. They tell us to be more attentive to your needs, to be there no matter what. To listen to you, so you will in return, listen to us. You will trust yourself and your family.
For now we are learning. I am eating healthy, lot's of protein and vitamins, working on being more primary. Every day we ponder you and set an intention. We intend every day that you are healthy and strong, growing fast and that we stay in high modes to send you lots of love and positive energy. We love to talk about what your name will be and what you will be like. We wonder what it's like in there, being so small. We are so happy you are coming we can't hardly wait.

We love you,
love, your mama

                                                                                             
July 7, 2013

Hey there little person,

Today you are 8 weeks and 3 days, You are the size of a kidney bean, Today we planted new plants and flowers in the yard and papa cleaned up the yard and mowed the lawn. We had our good friends over Tai and Tyler. Tai is pregnant with Wesley. You will grow up together and be friends. She is due to have her baby 6 months before you come. We are soooo excited!! Papa bought you a neat chair for you to sit in. It hooks onto the table so we can all sit together. Mama's been really tired. Papa's been taking really good care of me. He is very kind and supportive and very sweet. I hope you are like him. Your daddy opens the door for me an gets we water when I need it. I've never felt so pampered. You have a really good papa. Thank you so much for choosing us. You are very special to us. We are excited to have a family and teach you all about being a source being. You can create anything! We want to show you how magical this world is and how wonderful you can create it to be.
I went and bought some really cool diaper covers from a really nice lady who makes them in Portland. We try to buy things as locally as possible. I've been eating lots of yummy foods for you. Smoothies, fruits veggies and lots of water. In two weeks we will have our first doctors appointment. Everything is so exciting. We love you so much! Talk to you soon! Mama Loves You!

Love Mama


August 18, 2013

Ciao Baby!

Today is your Mama and Papa's 1 year anniversary. We are on our way to Breitenbush Hot Springs. It's a beautiful community where you can camp do yoga and dip in the hot springs. They even have a meditative labyrinth. Organic vegetarian meals are served and we are going to camp there, Your 1st camping trip! I am feeling very good. I am feeding us well. I can feel you growing inside me. My organs are moving inside me to make room for you. I am so excited about your new room. Everything is coming together, I know you'll like it. I am enjoying all the precious moments with you. I love you.

Love, Your Mama



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